It's late...or early, depending on how your eyes poke out of your head. And yes, I smoke. A lot. I know, it's terrible. I also know that there are many, many horrible consequences for being a smoker, but the truth is simply that I can't and don't want to stop. My body is addicted to it and at this point, there doesn't seem to be a way out of it. Even as I'm typing this out, I smoke. Drag after drag, this just seems like one of those neverending cycles. A cycle I don't want to break, in all honesty.
I realize I haven't updated in ages, and the very first blog I post is about something that kills. What a nice start, eh? Ah, just don't have the energy to update more often. And do you know why?? It's because I smoke! Energy-sucker.
This shouldn't be posted, but I'll post it anyways. *siiigh*
Yeah, I just love the taste, smell and sensation of smoking way too much. Help muh?
